life after SPM
Well, some people say that heaven comes after SPM.Let me tell you the truth.
Heaven do come after SPM if the things that you always think you wanna do after SPM really occured.But if not, you will feel like you gonna kill yourself.Trust me
I imagine myself to have a car-motorcycle-lesen right after SPM but you know what, i even cant get any of that.Totally frusted, which i know is not good for my health.I cant go for it as my family, which is not rich(i dont know if it is defined as poor as we are still having a good meal everyday and not kais pagi maan pagi and so on)cannot afford the fee
Then i also dreamt to work as i maybe can collect the money for my studies..'Lucky' to have a loving family, they didnt approved that as it seems like "oh adik,you are so young.we couldnt let you work and imagine you to do that -tired-heavy stuff."But totally, i damnly really want to work.All of my friends work.Even my cousins,who seems to be her mom's fav. daughter, do work.
And i dreamt of all that so that i can be an active girl which can ensure me to be a thin girl, i mean smaller than now.Frankly speaking, now i aam getting bigger and bigger as i seems to eat more when i am tension.Yes, i am tension,living without doing anything, and living without friends(i mean with the same age)
And yes, i really needs friends right now!!!!
-doy-
Heaven do come after SPM if the things that you always think you wanna do after SPM really occured.But if not, you will feel like you gonna kill yourself.Trust me
I imagine myself to have a car-motorcycle-lesen right after SPM but you know what, i even cant get any of that.Totally frusted, which i know is not good for my health.I cant go for it as my family, which is not rich(i dont know if it is defined as poor as we are still having a good meal everyday and not kais pagi maan pagi and so on)cannot afford the fee
Then i also dreamt to work as i maybe can collect the money for my studies..'Lucky' to have a loving family, they didnt approved that as it seems like "oh adik,you are so young.we couldnt let you work and imagine you to do that -tired-heavy stuff."But totally, i damnly really want to work.All of my friends work.Even my cousins,who seems to be her mom's fav. daughter, do work.
And i dreamt of all that so that i can be an active girl which can ensure me to be a thin girl, i mean smaller than now.Frankly speaking, now i aam getting bigger and bigger as i seems to eat more when i am tension.Yes, i am tension,living without doing anything, and living without friends(i mean with the same age)
And yes, i really needs friends right now!!!!
-doy-
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